March 2010
Unfinished Bucket List.. xD
-Feel fully content with my hair for once. -Grow my hair out past my breasts again… without it being fried. -So see Shaylee in Oregon. -Go on a vacation with a friend. -Bring a friend with me on vacation. -Take a roadtrip all over america with my best friends before college. -Pretend to be a hobo, beg for money - see how much I get. Then give it all to a real hobo. -Clean up my room. -Get...
I want you, you want me dead, I love you, you used to say I love you too. But all that’s broken in two, will remain in two, because I have yet to find another like you. You know that I want you, but you’ll kill me, and I want you to. Kill the hurt, kill the love, kill the memories, kill all the wishes, kill all my dreams, you kill me, kiss me dead. Kiss the lips of insanity,...
And I,
open my eyes for another day,
but wish I could sleep once again,
for my dreams keep my quiet during the night.
In my dreams last night, I got to go to Sea World with William.
And his kisses were amazing as ever.
I just wish they had been real.
I wish that beach house we stayed in was real, too. Hah.
If only if only,
if only you were dreaming.
If only I were alive.
If only I could...
