No one actually follows me on Twitter or Tumblr or anywhere else. Because I swear no one really likes me. Everyone knows who I am because I was a huge attention whore during 07/08/09. I still can be sometimes. But now I’ve lost my shiny new-ness. And it’s more apparent to everyone I’m just a lonely little introvert that doesn’t get out much. Not a bitchy little plastic scenester that drinks, does drugs, and has sex as if life had no consequences. I’m not what I often appear to be. I’m just an insecure 16 year old girl stumbling her way through life. I’m not loud and outgoing. I’m silent and often creepy looking. Once I stop dressing for attention, everyone stops looking, and I can blend into the wall.